Crazy Family

I was watching General Hospital today. Th Spencer family is falling apart. Everyone is upset and yelling at each other. It made me realize that my family did not do that. They just fell apart or at least thats what i saw. No one really tells me anything so i am not really sure what happened to have no one talking to each other. Thats the other thing, it seems like i am not allowed to bring up the topic or talk to certain family members. My cousin who i love is one of the family members i am not allowed to talk to. I miss my family. I think if my family would get together and just hash it out then maybe things might get better. I don't know, i am just venting out my frustrations. Thanks for listening, love you and i will talk to you more tomorrow night.