YouTube And Cancer

So, tomorrow is a big day. We get the results of my fathers pet scan and we find out if his cancer spread, how far it spread, what stage he is in, prognosis, and treatment. I am soo scared. All these different scenarios are playing in my head and i do not like any of them. I never really understood it when people would say that cancer does not just effect that person but everyone around that person until now. I don't think i will be getting any sleep tonight. I will be watching a lot of youtube videos tonight. I don't know what i would do if it wasn't for youtube videos to keep my mind off of tomorrow.Anyone else love youtube. Let me know how you feel about youtube. I will let you know what happens. Love you and i will talk to you again soon.