Caught in the middle

Have you ever been caught in between two people and you don't want to have to choose whose side to go go? Well, I am stuck between not just two people but two sides of my family. I am on one side but i have been secretly hanging out with my family members on the other side. It is stessfull!!!!! I keep thinking that soon someone will slip up and everyone will find out the truth, that i can't chose between any of my family members. I hate this situation. I know that some of my family has done some horrible things but they are still my family and i don't want to have to freeze them out of my life. I don't know what i am going to do yet but i will keep you informed.