If you need me I am here for you.

I have realized that i am tired of feeling unworthy of living but i don't know how to change my thoughts. When i am happy a thought pops into my head that tells me that i have no right to be happy. Sometimes I am in a room full of people but all i feel is invisible. It is hard to explain but i will try. I feel like when god created me he forgot to finish, like he left out the part of me that can socialize or be happy. Is this just me or does anyone else feel like this. I think if everyone who feels like this would be there for each other then there would be less lonely people in this world. If anyone reads this, just know that i am here if you need me for anything. If you need someone to talk to then e-mail me or comment this post or if you just need someone to vent your frustrations on then i am here. We need to help each other out.