Frustrating Day

I am getting very frustrated. Today was another stressful day. It was 2:00 pm and my father had not had anything to eat yet so I made him some eggs and they got stuck. It was 20 minutes of him trying to throw it up. During that time I tried to call my mother and my sister and neither one picked up there cell phones. Finally my mother called and she came home then. When she got home, my father finally got the piece of food unstuck from in his throat. All of a sudden I just started yelling at my mother for not picking up on her cell phone and I started crying and I could not stop. Usually I am very good at hiding my emotions from people but today was not that day. It actually is getting harder and harder for me to control my emotions. I do not like how little control of my life that I have right now. I am going to try and find a hobby that I can start. Maybe that will help make me feel better. I will let you know how it goes. Talk to you later.