Bad News Update.

It has been a while since I posted anything. I am in this state of mind lately where I am just trying to keep busy. Each day I wake up and focus on trying to get through everything I have to do. Being in that state of mind means that time flies by. Update time. My father has been going for chemo now for a year and the doctors just told us that there is nothing more they can do for him. He can't get anymore chemo because it is now hurting him instead of helping him. He is done with treatments. The doctors say he has 6 months left at the most. I hate this! I hate feeling so helpless. I just wish I could do something for him but I don't know what. So, the only thing that I can do is try and keep busy. My mother and I have it figured out that she will take care of him 4 days a week and I will take care of him 3 days a week on my days off from work. Going to work, taking care of him and the house keeps me so busy that I don't have much time to stop and think about what is going on. It is 12:05 am and I am beat. I will try to not forget to write again. I just wanted to write a quick update.